I got my first tattoo in Puerto Vallarta, Mexico. It was a tribal rose—a classic ’90s design—and an act of rebellion for 17-year-old me, who was away from home without parental supervision for the first time. Not knowing how to budget properly, I spent almost everything in my wallet on the tattoo (about $50), and survived two days of the trip on Snickers and orange soda. By age 18, I had three more tattoos: a cherry on my left thigh, a pink leopard-print star on my wrist, and a butterfly on my rib cage (an ode to both of my butterfly-loving icons, my mom and Mariah Carey). By the time I was 25, I had two tattoos related to ex-boyfriends. I’d commissioned a design from one of the exes, who was an artist: a robot holding tulips on the inside of my right wrist, a classic 2000s, Myspace-era choice.

I never really thought about getting any of my tattoos removed, even though I did think a lot of them were a little dumb. I had gotten them just to get them. Collecting tattoos felt like the perfect amount of rebellion without resorting to reckless pursuits. But when the opportunity to have a tattoo removed (for free through a dermatologist I often work with) arose nearly 20 years later, it was an easy decision.

I’m still not particularly precious about most of those (impulsive) tattoos from my youth, especially the one of the robot (sorry to that man!); I was, however, nervous about how much the removal process would hurt. I had always heard that getting rid of a tattoo via laser was extremely painful.

“Laser tattoo removal has become increasingly common over the past decade,” says Rachel Westbay, MD, a board-certified dermatologist at Marmur Medical in NYC. She suspects interest in the treatment might be driven by a change in attitudes toward tattoos. “Studies show that approximately 30 to 40% of adults in the US have at least one tattoo,” Dr. Westbay says, and more tattoos mean more people might be second-guessing ink-related decisions. According to a survey conducted by the Pew Research Center, 24% of Americans regret one or more of their tattoos.

Innovations in laser technology might also be contributing to increased interest in the treatment, says Dr. Westbay: “The development of Pico lasers and other modern technologies has made tattoo removal more effective and less painful, encouraging more people to seek treatment,” she explains, adding that “multicolored tattoos and ink on darker skin, which were previously harder to treat, are now more manageable.”

This year, on a January episode of The Tonight Show, Pete Davidson shared that most of his 200 tattoos were “almost gone” after he had started “burning them off” in 2020. When host Jimmy Fallon asked if the removal process was painful, the comedian candidly described it as “horrible.” Given the number of Davidson’s tattoos, it’s not surprising that it wasn’t an easy experience for him; but removing a one-inch robot on me couldn’t be that bad, right? Ahead, I detail my experience.

The Consultation

When I decided it was time to take advantage of the offer for the Great Ex-Boyfriend Tattoo Erasure, I reached out to Ava Shamban, MD, a board-certified dermatologist in Los Angeles (whom I trust with all my injectables and who offered me the treatment), for a consultation via email. I sent a couple of well-lit photos of my robot, asked what kind of laser would be used, and how many sessions it would take to complete. Dr. Shamban pointed out that my particular tattoo featured multiple colors and a fair amount of pigment deposits, both of which had the potential to prolong my treatment time and plan—basically, it’s the slower, the better for minimizing risks of scarring and damage.

“The most effective laser will be Picosecond,” Dr. Shamban wrote in response. She explained that this type of laser uses intense power in ultra-short pulses to create pressure that blasts the pigment from its encapsulation, leaving it ready for white blood cells—described by Dr. Shamban as the skin’s “clean-up committee”—to remove it through the bloodstream.

Picosecond’s varied, ultra-short pulses of directed light make it highly effective for removing a range of unwanted pigment cells without causing injury to adjacent tissue, Dr. Shamban added. Compared with other lasers, it can be “more effective, less painful, and ultimately require a fewer number of treatments, hitting a broader range of colors.”

The words “less painful” perked me up a bit. I was nervous, but this was an opportunity to erase a reminder of my ex from my body. Gratis too. (Thanks again, Dr. Shamban!) Despite the fact that Picosecond requires fewer treatments than other lasers, it could still be a pretty long journey. An in-person consult, of course, would result in a more accurate treatment plan, but Dr. Shamban estimated I’d need about six sessions. “We like to wait six or even eight weeks, depending on the healing between pigments, but we would be able to assess after the first treatment, at about four weeks, to see how much pigment has been removed,” she explained.

But she ended her email consultation with a warning: “You need to be diligent.” It is a significant commitment, and many patients don't follow through.

Several factors determine the price of tattoo removal, including the tattoo size, colors, pigment intensity, and location. The particular provider you choose for laser removal will also impact your quote, as pricing can vary based on the practitioner’s experience and degree, whether they are a physician, physician’s assistant (PA), nurse practitioner, or a registered nurse. If I had to pay for the tattoo removal, it would have cost roughly $3,500 for six sessions—about 50 times more than what I spent on that robot way back when.

Session One

Heading into my first tattoo-removal session, I was pretty nervous. I made sure to shower before since I wouldn’t be able to get the area wet for 24 hours after the appointment ended. I arrived at Ava MD, Dr. Shamban’s practice in Beverly Hills, where I met Jennafer Francis, the PA who’d be doing my removal with Dr. Shamban’s treatment plan. After Francis took “before” photos, and I attempted to put myself in a meditative state, she applied a topical numbing cream to my wrist. Next came the most painful part of the experience: the injectable anesthetics. Even after being topically numbed for about 45 minutes, I could still feel the needle penetrating my skin. I was given at least 10 shots into my wrist. Yowza!

When Francis began using the laser, I couldn’t feel a thing (or see a thing, either, since I had to wear goggles for eye protection). It was almost like a sensory-deprivation experience in which all I heard were a bunch of short, repetitive zaps. I didn’t feel any pain, but I felt pressure similar to getting flicks with a rubber band. The whole thing took about two minutes, and when I removed the goggles, I saw that my tattoo looked like blue cheese. It was white and textured, with spots of blue-green where my tattoo had been especially pigmented.

Francis applied Silvadene, a topical antibiotic cream, to my wrist and gave me a syringe of the stuff to apply after I got home. It’s usually used for burns, she told me, but works really well for tattoo removal. “If you have any little blistering or scabbing from the laser, it will reduce the likelihood of getting pigmentation from that,” Francis explained.

She also instructed me to ice my wrist and keep it dry for a day; to apply a bit of Aquaphor to the area twice daily for a week; and to keep it out of the sun for about six weeks. And Francis said to expect that the tattoo would gradually fade over the next weeks and months, something that would happen throughout the entire removal process.

Though my robot was small, it had multiple colors—black, red, and blue—that Francis said would make the overall removal process unpredictable. Tattoo inks are made from different pigments, and each color has a unique molecular structure and composition. This directly affects how the ink particles respond to laser wavelengths during removal. Then there’s the issue of regulation, or the lack thereof.

“Because tattoo ink isn’t regulated, we may start to remove the black and see there’s some green in there, or find out they used a bit of blue,” Francis explained. This is because tattoo artists most often mix colors to achieve the “perfect shade of black,” so the removal process of one color might reveal there are other colors underneath. “The ink does not undergo the FDA's premarket approval process [like skin care or color cosmetics],” she noted. “They typically only get involved if there are safety issues or concerns. Hence, different tattoo artists are doing different things with colors and products.”

Francis told me about a patient who had been unaware that her tattoo was done with cosmetic tattoo ink, which contains particles of iron and carbon, causing it to change color when the laser hits it. If the Pico laser being used has the correct wavelengths, the color can be removed; however, not all of these machines have the necessary wavelength. “So it's not that you can’t remove the green; you can,” Francis said. “It's just unfortunate that it is significantly more common and more difficult when it's on someone’s face, like their eyebrows.” Most likely, greens can turn to brown, or black will turn to blue or gray, which she said most people attribute to the fading of the tattoo.

I forgot to ice the area when I got home, so my wrist was puffy and swollen the next morning. But the tattoo did already look lighter to me, even though it had only been 18 hours. In the days and weeks that followed, some areas of my robot faded even more, and the skin under the treated area looked red and blotchy.

Session Two

My next session took place three months later, at which time Francis said my skin had tolerated the laser really well. I hadn’t experienced any irritation and the color was already starting to lift. For less-than-lucky patients, Francis explained, hyperpigmentation is the most common undesirable reaction to tattoo removal, but milder occurrences, like irritations, can be dealt with topically: “We usually fix this by doing more of the Pico after the tattoo is removed, or a series of chemical peels.”

This time Francis applied a PFD patch, a square silicone patch infused with perfluorodecalin, which helps with wound healing, to my tattoo. This would enhance the treatment process, and it allowed her to make multiple passes (up to four) in a single session while protecting the surrounding skin. She then increased the wavelength of the laser and focused on removing the red ink, which she said would be one of the harder pigments to remove.

The second session took about an hour from numbing to laser and went even better than my first. I went home and made it a point to remember to ice my wrist.

Session Three

Though I was supposed to return for my third session in 10 to 12 weeks, I didn’t go back until eight months later; I had put my sessions on hold to figure out an autoimmune diagnosis. By the time I was back in Francis’s treatment room, my robot had faded significantly.

The third session was similar to my second in that Francis applied the PFD patch, increased the wavelength, and passed over my tattoo multiple times. The robot faded more and more, just like the memory of my ex—ha! But I forgot to ice my wrist after the third visit, so it was super swollen the next day, and even began to bruise.

Session Four

I was supposed to go back in 10 to 12 weeks after the third session, but another eight months passed. This time it was because I needed emergency gallbladder surgery (!), but I wasn’t going to give up on my tattoo removal.

I returned to Ava MD with the robot looking substantially lighter, and it was business as usual. I noticed the green spots were still very stubborn, but one of the teeny, tiny red hearts (among those surrounding the robot) looked like it had been erased. The patch of skin where it used to be was a tad lighter, which Francis explained was totally normal scar tissue from the tattoo itself; scarring from treatment is not common with this laser. Hypopigmentation, which refers to a lighter, white area or spot, might have been more of what I experienced with the teeny, tiny red heart and usually resolves on its own within a year.

Session Five

It had been seven months since my last tattoo-removal session—I had planned to go back sooner, but life and work got in the way. When heading into my fifth session, though, I saw even more fading. The top of the robot’s head was barely visible, and some of the stubborn red and green spots were noticeably lighter.

This session felt like a turning point. As Francis passed the laser over my skin, there was a loud pop that actually made her say, “Wow!” The sound, she explained, known as a "snap" in the tattoo-removal world, is a good thing: “When you hear that louder popping, that’s the ink actually coming out of the skin. For some reason, five is the magic number. The ink becomes less embedded in the skin as we continue breaking it apart, and it starts coming out more easily.”

My Progress

My final session is coming up in about eight weeks. I’m genuinely excited to see the end result, especially if we get more of those satisfying snaps like last time. The green ink in my robot tattoo is still holding on, but most of the design has disappeared. At this point, if you didn’t know I once had a robot tattooed there, you probably wouldn’t be able to guess. It’s wild to compare how it looked on day one to now—honestly, the difference is kind of shocking.

Now that my robot is pretty well faded, I could just cover the remaining ink with a new tattoo. After you've read how much time and money the laser-removal process requires, you might be tempted to skip straight to this option—but you might also want to hold off. Depending on the size and color of the original tattoo, artists could suggest you undergo laser-removal sessions as I did before getting a cover-up tattoo.

My current tattooist, Annie Motel, adds that “if someone has had laser tattoo removal, it’s important to make sure the skin is fully healed before another piece can be tattooed over it.”

Dr. Shamban agrees: “Patience here is a virtue,” she says, explaining that the skin’s condition needs to be properly assessed before proceeding with a new tattoo. “These removal treatments are a process, each time soliciting the skin to engage in an inflammatory healing process.” She suggests waiting at least six to eight weeks after your final laser-removal session before getting a new tattoo in the same area.

Keeping the area clean, moisturized, and protected from the sun helps prevent complications like scarring or pigmentation changes. With proper care, the skin should gradually return to normal and look more even after several weeks, allowing for smoother, more effective fading of the tattoo.

Dr. Shamban points out that scar tissue from laser removal can make it more challenging to tattoo in the same area. This may mean that any new ink “might not be able to be embedded or absorbed properly or evenly,” she says. I’ll be keeping that in mind, being that there’s a heart-shaped area of scar tissue where my robot once was.

I don’t regret any of my teenage and mid-20s tattoos. I’d probably still have that silly little robot dude if I hadn’t been offered this treatment. But I appreciate any opportunity to bury the memory of my exes. And laser removal certainly hasn’t slowed my desire to go under the needle. In the time that I’ve been getting my robot removed, I’ve gotten two entirely new tattoos: the house from Practical Magic on my upper arm; and a small, pink cake resembling the cake-shaped hats I used to make with my chef dad 15 years ago. Both are just as fun and a bit more meaningful.

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