James Van Der Beek‘s brother is speaking out for the first time following his devastating death.

If you didn’t see the sad news, the Dawson’s Creek actor died on Wednesday (February 11) at the age of 48 following a nearly three year battle with colorectal cancer.

On Friday (February 13), James‘ brother Jared took to Instagram to pay tribute.

Keep reading to find out more…“There’s a special bond that exists between brothers and two days ago, that physical bond was broken,” Jared began. “I now know why people call it heartbreak when you lose someone close to you. There is a feeling of devastation and pain that runs so deep in the heart, I didn’t know it would hurt so badly. He was my person, the one I went to for any and all things. I’ve looked up to him since I was born. He has never failed to be there for me whenever I needed him.”

“It has been wonderful reading and seeing how he touched so many lives not because of something he did, but because of who he was,” Jared continued. “He shared with an open heart and with his wise soul. As painful as this pain deep in the heart is, the healing has already begun with all the outpouring of love, prayers, and support. I truly thank all of you have taken the time to reach out, letting me know that you’re there. The community of people who were intimately involved in his passing were nothing short of amazing. Thank you to everyone known and unknown who helped his transition be as beautiful as possible.”

Jared concluded, “James, I already miss your physical being and your words of wisdom over the phone. Yet, I also feel your presence so strongly and I know you will continue to be guiding me. Thank you for living your life with me. I love you.”

Along with his heartfelt tribute, Jared also shared a carousel of family photos from over the years.

If you didn’t see, Alfonso Ribeiro also shared photos from his final moments with James before his tragic passing.